Friday, January 13, 2012

Honestly women would you date a 23 year old semi virgin?

Okay I will start off explaining the semi part. Basically I had a pretty messed up family as far as drugs, violence, moved around alot, sometimes somewhat homeless and had to stay in other peoples houses. My mother struggled with drugs and drinking, her boyfriend even started smoking crack at one point and stole money and things from our house so after all that I obviously ran as far as I could from my home and I really did not have many friends and was extremely anti social. I just wanted to take a little bit of time to get all my thoughts and feelings together until I really felt ready having friends or having . Because of this people thought hey it would be really funny to make me think he's gay. So to prove to myself I wasn't gay I had with some random girl. It was really pretty bad in all honestly and I wasnt ready. Now I feel pretty good and I want to actually go out and date and have but I am really nervous that now a days most women start having in middle school and I have only kissed one girl my whole life and never even gone on a date. Also I am kind of sheltered and afraid of being taken advantage of because I am somewhat sucessful in my career and I dont want some skank who just is looking for a free ride. But now that I have a decent career, might be buying a home soon, have a decent car, in good health. I'd would like to get out and have some fun because I am so so so lonely and horny but I am afraid that women would be turned off by me being a 23 year old semi virgin.

0 comments:

Post a Comment